first conversation with R -- of west virginia-- the new year -- 2007

R: hope u had a hapy new year
me: fucking fantastic but it want what or w/who i had planned.
u?
R: ok mixed my drinks and got a little sick
me: wow, sorry...
my date plans were cancelled because of human error -- mine...
so i went to the baths
R: gin martinis, 2 kinds of wine, after dinner drinks and then champagne, too much...
me: sketch some guys & fuck 5 of them. had a taste of some champagne.
then walked about 1 hour to get home & had another encounter on the way...
i think i m now a whore...
R.: u only live once
me: --2 guys were in car, the driver pulled over & asked "will u blow his here's friend pipes..."
i said "no. but i'll eat his ass & fuck him well..."
the driver said "i'll pay to see that..."
so i had sex in an alley infront of another guy.
--it was stellar as i have this enjoyment in being in risky situations...
then after i pulled out, the boy i fucked called me "daddy"
R: lol
me: & the driver offer both of us $50 each... i walked away (& the wear abouts of the money is another thing altogether). he came by for a nice long time today, ryan (arrived after 5 pm then we started with a lavender bath & there was a party going on for some time he left just before 9:40 pm. i didn't pay too much attention to detail, my mind wasn't conecting to my artist eye.)
i think i keep him in a stable...
R: lol
me: he's let me do some fun & ruff stuff...
i had a picture taken for later sketches...
wanted to play more than sketch today...
R: your energy level is amazing
me: we cuddled & watch some football then fuck a couple more times
R: omg
me: for a daddy/grand dad i do have some abilities, years of practice -- not tallent. R: u trying to get me hard or jealous or both?
me: my dick might fall of if we talked dirty tonight, not because it is hard but from over usage...
so i'll settle for a smile...
now w/what u just textd m hard!
R: lol
me: he like my sketches & was fond of u & then asked to see the photos that i worked from.
R: really
me: maybe if u ever come to here -- we could play tag!
-- everyone i show, loves u, ur face, ass & balls!
several guys at the baths asked to buy art work & only 1 of ther sketches went of u...
i could make tons of money off ur image!
would u like a cut?
oh, i didn't ask did u get so sick that u puked?
hey, R.. r u there?
R: yes
no punke
me: great!
i probaly do it enough for both of us...
(silly me i bought some fritos & ate them not thinking that they'd contain wheat product... so friday, saturday & a good part of sunday a week ago i was -- puking.)
R: oh man sorry to hear that
me: well, R... i have my regular appointment down town on tuesday morning at 9 am
it's along walk but i'd rather get the exercize than not. (after being ran over by a drunk driver 15 years ago i became allergic to wheat, barley & so on...)
--but i stil have quite a bit of life left in me...
sweet dreams, bob. hope to chat w/u soon either here or on phone...
R: ok nite sir plaeasant dreams
me: may i put u in my blog?
--if so may i say something like this is R... like the designation of "O" or "Q" in their french erotic novels?
R: ok
me: so is the answer, -- yes to the use of "R" ?
R: ok, sir
me: maybe some day u can brand me w/that letter... so that'll be my dream tonight...
u too, my obediant R. u r loved unconditionally, my friend...
R: thx
xoxoxoxo
me: i'll kiss ur photo before i do my meditaions... & again as i turn of the light, buddy.
R: kisses back, sir

converstaion started before & ended a wee bit after midnight -- 01/02/2007
-- will put my sketches of R in blog no later than this upcoming weekend -- guys & friends!

(as an afterthought to this conversation and for the record -- there were a few things that so -- need to be included. as there was an attendant at the baths -- with "italian looks" -- almost black hair with a well manicured full beard -- a member of the sca -- that i found most exciting refreshing and alluring...
if you read this please reply here, at my online account, phones or even better all of the above.)
another foot note...
the staff and friendliness of the night were more than welcoming. i shall come on sundays when possible. also there was terrific food, some drink including champagne, festive decorations and noise makers that enhanced the whole new years eve experience. on the down side there are always killjoy -- and the one that night was a soft & husky -- if not rotund -- bleached blond tres gay guy - i choose to call "mary" -- that though it was more than apparent that he was inebriated and under other chemical abuse -- kept saying: 'i m not drunk!"