i m gainfully employed art teacher art/music therapist... won't have me time to scan & down load newer art into blog until later in semester.
currently have a fracture left little finger... please give me a ring if u'd like i usually go to bed 2 am & work tuesday & thursday afternoons into late evenings at university. so data proccessing is a little difficult as well as tying to play the harp, guitar, flute even the romanian lap harp...
so much for my current woes.
412 377 6544
hugs & long hard wet kisses,
cameron
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
"looking for friends i might sketch, hang w/but--
as a
versatile top here but ur profile sounds like i'd enjoy having u as bottom at least for a night.
(started the conversation in AIM.
i asked arron - do u like to be rimmed?
his reply - never really been
some conversation & he looked at this blog sight
then cahtted about my music & art & him posing for some photos to be made into sketches later...
-- omg
-- school.... work at an electric company... horseback riding
me -- i use navy blue as it is the colour of fucking in hankies. U?
-- haha what? ...
me -- hankie code is for hard core fangs w/specific tastes. yellow means piss, red fisting, etc. navy blue means fucking & robin's egg blue means oral sex.
me -- aaron, waht is ur birthdate? i could cheque it out astrologically...
-- im a leo
me -- aaron ur birth date, please?
--july 29th... wellsboro, pa... day time...
-- no more pics?
me -- si no tempo par mi. yo trabajar en universidad dos dias para semina
me -- im scotish escocia & canadian. u?
-- german... polish... and penn dutch...
-- im like 4 hours north
me -- wow!
r there buses?
-- yea
lol im sure
-- so u have no more pictures of that dick of urs
piercings fascinate me...
me -- did mine myself...
-- omg
me -- i'a a few tatts too!
-- thats insane
o yea... ... ...
me -- do u know what tantric sex is?
-- kinda
me -- i've been doing it since i was 19 y/o.
i've even taught in india for the last decade.
... one keep chi back by recycling their seed into their bladder & then can recover more quickly & preform longer.
-- i've no idea what that means
me -- in tantric sex u don't ejaculate. u send it into ur bladder. where piss is stored the energy & practice...
-- how do u send it to the bladder
me -- practice1 practice!it allows u to fuck again several time say 4 or 5 in a 3 hr peroid...
-- wow
lol
-- how do i get to that fantasy link of urs
me -- pardonrdon?
-- to ur red silk cord
me -- my fantasies r written in my blog read the title & the red cord is i think listed in them...
let me know 3 thing that u like & i'll write u a fantasy.
-- lol things as in?
me --sexaul needs desires quersoties...
like a piece of red silk cord....
-- ok well i love body contact.... sweat.... and legs
first person fantasy from arron's point of view by me:
okay here goes...
i show up at cameron's. his house mate r gone for the day. he tells me as i enter the foyer. he then picks me up & carries me to the 3nd floor bedroom he uses. there is myrth on the incense burner & he smells of sweat as he just got finished roller blading as i arrived. he asekd if he should bath & i said later we both can.
he sits me on the double bed. the matterss if frirm & my hips respond to the thud of him dropping me there. he then kisses me full on the mouth... hard & firm.
he's going to be the top in more ways then 1 i persume. his hand reaches to remove my t shirt & our lips separate it's almost a painful parting. i feel the need to have more.
compiant will be my name today.
his hand runs down my abs & then up again to 1 nipple htne the other
kissing again.
he unbluckles my jeans & shucks them off like an old corn husk.
i lie they naked & wanting.
his mouth leaves mine
his lips attache themselves to my left nipple.
he sucks hungrily.
i raise under him attention.
then the right nipple
then he tongues down to my pubs.
& hungrily moves his mouth up & down on my hard aching cock.
pressing it to my lower abs.
please suck it i think but he doesn't...
i sigh!
i raise again as he lifts my legs over his shoulders
& rims my ass.
omg! it is the first time that has ever happned.
it's marvelous extasy flows out of my in joyous spasms.
his toung plays at my earger hole.
push down against it.
some of it slide into my velvet warm darkness.
i cry out fuck me & he does...
me --how that arron?
-- u are an art teacher alright then signed off at 11:12:26 PM.
so reader what do u think of my dirty mind?
may the luck of the irish b w/u & u get ur heart's desire if only in ur dreams. erin go brae!
with lucid dreamings it happens in mine.
hugs & good night aaron & sweet dreams to u...
versatile top here but ur profile sounds like i'd enjoy having u as bottom at least for a night.
(started the conversation in AIM.
i asked arron - do u like to be rimmed?
his reply - never really been
some conversation & he looked at this blog sight
then cahtted about my music & art & him posing for some photos to be made into sketches later...
-- omg
-- school.... work at an electric company... horseback riding
me -- i use navy blue as it is the colour of fucking in hankies. U?
-- haha what? ...
me -- hankie code is for hard core fangs w/specific tastes. yellow means piss, red fisting, etc. navy blue means fucking & robin's egg blue means oral sex.
me -- aaron, waht is ur birthdate? i could cheque it out astrologically...
-- im a leo
me -- aaron ur birth date, please?
--july 29th... wellsboro, pa... day time...
-- no more pics?
me -- si no tempo par mi. yo trabajar en universidad dos dias para semina
me -- im scotish escocia & canadian. u?
-- german... polish... and penn dutch...
-- im like 4 hours north
me -- wow!
r there buses?
-- yea
lol im sure
-- so u have no more pictures of that dick of urs
piercings fascinate me...
me -- did mine myself...
-- omg
me -- i'a a few tatts too!
-- thats insane
o yea... ... ...
me -- do u know what tantric sex is?
-- kinda
me -- i've been doing it since i was 19 y/o.
i've even taught in india for the last decade.
... one keep chi back by recycling their seed into their bladder & then can recover more quickly & preform longer.
-- i've no idea what that means
me -- in tantric sex u don't ejaculate. u send it into ur bladder. where piss is stored the energy & practice...
-- how do u send it to the bladder
me -- practice1 practice!it allows u to fuck again several time say 4 or 5 in a 3 hr peroid...
-- wow
lol
-- how do i get to that fantasy link of urs
me -- pardonrdon?
-- to ur red silk cord
me -- my fantasies r written in my blog read the title & the red cord is i think listed in them...
let me know 3 thing that u like & i'll write u a fantasy.
-- lol things as in?
me --sexaul needs desires quersoties...
like a piece of red silk cord....
-- ok well i love body contact.... sweat.... and legs
first person fantasy from arron's point of view by me:
okay here goes...
i show up at cameron's. his house mate r gone for the day. he tells me as i enter the foyer. he then picks me up & carries me to the 3nd floor bedroom he uses. there is myrth on the incense burner & he smells of sweat as he just got finished roller blading as i arrived. he asekd if he should bath & i said later we both can.
he sits me on the double bed. the matterss if frirm & my hips respond to the thud of him dropping me there. he then kisses me full on the mouth... hard & firm.
he's going to be the top in more ways then 1 i persume. his hand reaches to remove my t shirt & our lips separate it's almost a painful parting. i feel the need to have more.
compiant will be my name today.
his hand runs down my abs & then up again to 1 nipple htne the other
kissing again.
he unbluckles my jeans & shucks them off like an old corn husk.
i lie they naked & wanting.
his mouth leaves mine
his lips attache themselves to my left nipple.
he sucks hungrily.
i raise under him attention.
then the right nipple
then he tongues down to my pubs.
& hungrily moves his mouth up & down on my hard aching cock.
pressing it to my lower abs.
please suck it i think but he doesn't...
i sigh!
i raise again as he lifts my legs over his shoulders
& rims my ass.
omg! it is the first time that has ever happned.
it's marvelous extasy flows out of my in joyous spasms.
his toung plays at my earger hole.
push down against it.
some of it slide into my velvet warm darkness.
i cry out fuck me & he does...
me --how that arron?
-- u are an art teacher alright then signed off at 11:12:26 PM.
so reader what do u think of my dirty mind?
may the luck of the irish b w/u & u get ur heart's desire if only in ur dreams. erin go brae!
with lucid dreamings it happens in mine.
hugs & good night aaron & sweet dreams to u...
Thursday, January 25, 2007
THE WITCHES REDE
Live ye must let to live,
Fairly take and fairly give;
From the CIRCLE thrice about,
To keep unwelcomed spirits out.
Bind fast the spell every time,
Let the words be spoke in rhyme;
Soft of eye and light to touch,
Speak ye little , listen much.
Deosil go waxing moon
Sing and dance the WITCHES RUNE;
Widdershins go by waning moon,
Chat ye then a baleful tune.
When the LADY’S moon is new,
Kiss hand to her times two;
When the moon rides at peak,
heart’s desire then ye seek.
Heed the NORTH WIND’S mighty gale,
Lock the door and trim the sail;
When the wind from the south,
Lovr will kiss them onn the mouth;
When the wind blows from the west,
Departed souls have no rest,
When the winds blows from the east,
Expect the new and set the feast.
Nine woods in cauldron go,
Burn them quiuck, burn them slow;
Elder be the LADY’S tree,
Burn it not or cursed ye’ll be;
When the wind begins to turn,
Soon the beltane fires will burn;
When the wheel has turned to yule,
Light the log, the HORNED ONE rules.
Heed the flower, bush or tree,
By the LADY blessed be,
When the rippling water flow,
Cast the stone - trust you’ll know;
When ye have and hold a need,
Harken not to other’s greed;
With a fool no season spend,
Or be content as his friend.
Merry meet and merry part
Bright the cheeks, warm the heart;
Mind the three fold law ye should;
Three times bad and three time good.
True introth ever ye be,
Lest they love prove false to thee;
‘tis by sun that life be won,
and by moon that change be done.
If ye would the past to will,
Make certain the mind be still;
What good tools without inner light?
What good be magick without wisdom—sight.
Eight words the wiccan rede fulfill;
Amd harm none, do what ye wil!
For witches this law,
Where ye enter in,
From there withdraw.
An’ ye will secure the spell,
Cast some silver in the well.
Enhance thy trance,
With dung and dance.
Upon the clock
Depeneth not.
Success pursueth the persistant;
Guilt flies when none pursueth.
Power shared is power lost.
Seek thine enemy in secret.
Thoughts are things,
As a man thinkest, so he is.
If you think small,
Ye become small.
Remember the pass words:
Perfect love and perfect trust,
So trust the universe and
Be at home every where.
if ye imagine and fear,
t’will get trapped,
of course you will be trapped,
fear not and you’ wont.
No one person can accomplish all.
Danger is never overcome without danger.
The past is fixed,
Yet the future may be bent.
When communication fails,
Confusion flows.
Some things cannot be
Understood by mortal man,
Many such must be accepted.
Rush in where amgles fear to tred,
Gods are with you.
Ye are never less alone,
Then when ye are alone.
Pray to the moon when she is round,
Luck with you shall then abound;
What ye seek for shall be found,
If sea of sky or solid ground.
Fairly take and fairly give;
From the CIRCLE thrice about,
To keep unwelcomed spirits out.
Bind fast the spell every time,
Let the words be spoke in rhyme;
Soft of eye and light to touch,
Speak ye little , listen much.
Deosil go waxing moon
Sing and dance the WITCHES RUNE;
Widdershins go by waning moon,
Chat ye then a baleful tune.
When the LADY’S moon is new,
Kiss hand to her times two;
When the moon rides at peak,
heart’s desire then ye seek.
Heed the NORTH WIND’S mighty gale,
Lock the door and trim the sail;
When the wind from the south,
Lovr will kiss them onn the mouth;
When the wind blows from the west,
Departed souls have no rest,
When the winds blows from the east,
Expect the new and set the feast.
Nine woods in cauldron go,
Burn them quiuck, burn them slow;
Elder be the LADY’S tree,
Burn it not or cursed ye’ll be;
When the wind begins to turn,
Soon the beltane fires will burn;
When the wheel has turned to yule,
Light the log, the HORNED ONE rules.
Heed the flower, bush or tree,
By the LADY blessed be,
When the rippling water flow,
Cast the stone - trust you’ll know;
When ye have and hold a need,
Harken not to other’s greed;
With a fool no season spend,
Or be content as his friend.
Merry meet and merry part
Bright the cheeks, warm the heart;
Mind the three fold law ye should;
Three times bad and three time good.
True introth ever ye be,
Lest they love prove false to thee;
‘tis by sun that life be won,
and by moon that change be done.
If ye would the past to will,
Make certain the mind be still;
What good tools without inner light?
What good be magick without wisdom—sight.
Eight words the wiccan rede fulfill;
Amd harm none, do what ye wil!
For witches this law,
Where ye enter in,
From there withdraw.
An’ ye will secure the spell,
Cast some silver in the well.
Enhance thy trance,
With dung and dance.
Upon the clock
Depeneth not.
Success pursueth the persistant;
Guilt flies when none pursueth.
Power shared is power lost.
Seek thine enemy in secret.
Thoughts are things,
As a man thinkest, so he is.
If you think small,
Ye become small.
Remember the pass words:
Perfect love and perfect trust,
So trust the universe and
Be at home every where.
if ye imagine and fear,
t’will get trapped,
of course you will be trapped,
fear not and you’ wont.
No one person can accomplish all.
Danger is never overcome without danger.
The past is fixed,
Yet the future may be bent.
When communication fails,
Confusion flows.
Some things cannot be
Understood by mortal man,
Many such must be accepted.
Rush in where amgles fear to tred,
Gods are with you.
Ye are never less alone,
Then when ye are alone.
Pray to the moon when she is round,
Luck with you shall then abound;
What ye seek for shall be found,
If sea of sky or solid ground.
who are we?
Pagan: from the country dweller…
Wicca as to bend…
Heathen from the hearth…
And a pantheon of god and goddess as we have names: asarru, hemetics, druids, hellenics and so on…
pre christain nature religions. most pagans currently are neo pagans but a few are hereditarily so.
there is an ever growing rebirth to nature religions over the world as our brother strip away the resources and eccosism we find ourselves seeking a direct path to the earth goddess of our former selves. there are statistics: witchvox,com
Pagans may worship more than one god or goddess, most of us utilize both the male and female aspects of the divine duality others feel the each face and name of the divine iis uniquely assigned to thme. We see divinty in plants, rocks, flora nad fauna even in one anohter as well as the gods and goddess we subscribe to. Just about any thing with an energy field or sense of polarity is divine unto itself. and some are so eclectic as to believe in all of the above.
the more one embraces his or her beliefs the more ethical concerns become a part of daily life. for example, the witch’s rede: an none be harmed do as ye will! There is a three fold accountability. as one points out with their index finger there are three pointing back at them and a thumb pointing to the divine. good or bad each act and each intent will not go without some reckoning.
reincarnations: just as we believe in the cycles of life, birth and rebirth so we also view death and rebirth I and one’s karma, past present and future will be there to effect the new life. In a walden school there is a story of an unborn child looking across the heavens and sees an ideal family then falls asleep to travel over the rainbow bridge to rebirth and awakes as a newly conceived babe in his or her mother’s arms. They may be gently rocking in a chair or suckling upon their mother’s breast.
pagans do not proseyltize! Absolutely not! We view one’s path unique to each individual and as many people there are points of view. We don’t seek converts but many time offer suggestion and at that time also say if it rings true for you then you must believe it! And make it your own.
we celebrate eight sabbats as holy days:
samhain – 10/31
yule - 12/21
embolic – 2/1
ostara – 3/20
beltane – 5/1
litha – 6/21
loughesad – 8/1
mebon - 9/21
doing magick and casting spells: yes, we do. It is like a formal prayer done as part of our eucharist to the god and goddess. In some way we call forth quarters to make a save place, then bring down a cone of power to do a magickal work. there must be a physical action to reflect the spiritual one. As above so below… as with in so with out… the forms and methodology varies with each practitioner but the desired effect is to create miracle through act with the natural realm. these act seem most natural!
satan worship and pagans: there is no connection. satanism is an abhorrance of the christian belief system. There is no place for it in pagan ideology, theology or mythoilogy. The devil is mentioned in the judeo-christian writing not found anywhere in our beliefs.
tools: wand, athame ( spitirual dagar or sword) candles censors and incense--AIR, a dish with salt –EARTH, as well as a cup for wine, tincture , juice or water. clothing is optional, robes and belts, capes and hoods. no intermediary need but donning such things only emphasizes to each practitioner there need of the sacred. Colour and planetary hours and days are tools as well. Just as tools are important, baths, mediation and journaling. the state of mind, heart and purpose are as important as any physical tool on an alter.
so many people are being called to the old ways of their ancestors. that spiritual path working as tribal or as a solitary.
seek out your own path and live with a happy heart. and if you decide upon this path I most recommend adhering to the golden verses as written below in an earlier entry.
blessed it be!
namsete!
hail and farewell,
hail and farewell
Wicca as to bend…
Heathen from the hearth…
And a pantheon of god and goddess as we have names: asarru, hemetics, druids, hellenics and so on…
pre christain nature religions. most pagans currently are neo pagans but a few are hereditarily so.
there is an ever growing rebirth to nature religions over the world as our brother strip away the resources and eccosism we find ourselves seeking a direct path to the earth goddess of our former selves. there are statistics: witchvox,com
Pagans may worship more than one god or goddess, most of us utilize both the male and female aspects of the divine duality others feel the each face and name of the divine iis uniquely assigned to thme. We see divinty in plants, rocks, flora nad fauna even in one anohter as well as the gods and goddess we subscribe to. Just about any thing with an energy field or sense of polarity is divine unto itself. and some are so eclectic as to believe in all of the above.
the more one embraces his or her beliefs the more ethical concerns become a part of daily life. for example, the witch’s rede: an none be harmed do as ye will! There is a three fold accountability. as one points out with their index finger there are three pointing back at them and a thumb pointing to the divine. good or bad each act and each intent will not go without some reckoning.
reincarnations: just as we believe in the cycles of life, birth and rebirth so we also view death and rebirth I and one’s karma, past present and future will be there to effect the new life. In a walden school there is a story of an unborn child looking across the heavens and sees an ideal family then falls asleep to travel over the rainbow bridge to rebirth and awakes as a newly conceived babe in his or her mother’s arms. They may be gently rocking in a chair or suckling upon their mother’s breast.
pagans do not proseyltize! Absolutely not! We view one’s path unique to each individual and as many people there are points of view. We don’t seek converts but many time offer suggestion and at that time also say if it rings true for you then you must believe it! And make it your own.
we celebrate eight sabbats as holy days:
samhain – 10/31
yule - 12/21
embolic – 2/1
ostara – 3/20
beltane – 5/1
litha – 6/21
loughesad – 8/1
mebon - 9/21
doing magick and casting spells: yes, we do. It is like a formal prayer done as part of our eucharist to the god and goddess. In some way we call forth quarters to make a save place, then bring down a cone of power to do a magickal work. there must be a physical action to reflect the spiritual one. As above so below… as with in so with out… the forms and methodology varies with each practitioner but the desired effect is to create miracle through act with the natural realm. these act seem most natural!
satan worship and pagans: there is no connection. satanism is an abhorrance of the christian belief system. There is no place for it in pagan ideology, theology or mythoilogy. The devil is mentioned in the judeo-christian writing not found anywhere in our beliefs.
tools: wand, athame ( spitirual dagar or sword) candles censors and incense--AIR, a dish with salt –EARTH, as well as a cup for wine, tincture , juice or water. clothing is optional, robes and belts, capes and hoods. no intermediary need but donning such things only emphasizes to each practitioner there need of the sacred. Colour and planetary hours and days are tools as well. Just as tools are important, baths, mediation and journaling. the state of mind, heart and purpose are as important as any physical tool on an alter.
so many people are being called to the old ways of their ancestors. that spiritual path working as tribal or as a solitary.
seek out your own path and live with a happy heart. and if you decide upon this path I most recommend adhering to the golden verses as written below in an earlier entry.
blessed it be!
namsete!
hail and farewell,
hail and farewell
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
now,
with what has been written of late by me—
when down and bleu what save hopelessness
what is a modern witch/magician to do?
problems—apart of the human condition…
after much reflections—
Ii every spiritual journey there will be obstacles to over come…
lessons to learn…
a condition of awareness.
at this point one can change the dial on the tv/radio to a new program…
down load new music…
all sorts of 23rd century imagery…
just create change…
take baby steps as u try to walk again…
recover at your own pace but do take an active role to recover despite magick and alchemy…
if a magician could create gold—
we’d all be rich.
”if wishes were horse all beggars would ride!”
until my mythical unicorn arrives to whisk me off to a castle,
to my prince charming—
where we’ll have babies and live happily ever after,
I’ll learn to accept life in the mundane world.
struggle through adversity, meditate, journal then actively plan to change one’s situation choose not to be a victim.
do not accept the yoke put upon you.
refuse to be a welcome mat for the callous to wipe their feet upon do stand up and say no!
do not allow abuse, even champion it for the sake of other’s to empower you to change you part of the universe…
take will, concentration and your innate divinity to access—renewal.
there are no mathematical equations to remedy loss…
but there self help books, ie to recover, death, loss, even sexual abuse…
google, cheque the libraries, seek council if necessary…
I will seek out some that have worked for me and add them at the end of this entry…
this is meant to preach to me as much as to inspire others…
with each unfortunate situation,
each problem countered successfully—
one becomes stronger.
first step back, view yourself, the situation
spectate, concentrate, initiate then create your future.
you rule your responses,
you can surmount difficulties—
with a thought.
i am worthy,
I am loved…
the pendulum swings to two extremes—
from hot to cold,
from dry to wet,
from dark to light
and so on…
no real good nor bad.
It is intent that matters most here…
cheque your own.
as I am.
all words written,
all training should be questioned for there measure
of truth for you alone.
borrow what you need and move on to a better you.
if any of my experiences or words are an asset all the better…let each of us learn to acknowledge our weaknesses and strengths.
take a written inventory frequently.
ask your friends to write down a description of you that they use to share with another person as an introductory of you.
do not crumble under their frankness but learn in measure…
other wise be destroyed by complacency.
a positive attitude—
write a frank list of good and bad traits.
what is best abut you?
what is your greatest fault?
then ask a friend to write an introduction of you to another person as an introductory of you...
read and evaluate…
do not crumble under their frankness but learn in measure…
other wise be destroyed by complacency.
a positive attitude—
to enact magick upon one’s self…
to produce positive change, proactive…
AWARE and a new INCARNATION!
you are in this body…
it is but a vessel…
do not accept imposed limitations!
By your self, friends, coworker even family!
In an aware/awake act of faith—
purchase with a new heart
a new box of crayons—
this time all 64 of them—
colour your world.
as above so below…
(not the angry dragons of sekmet…
nor avenging valkree…)
mirror nature
become the newly freed butterfly leaving behind the limitations of the crystalist!
further thoughts on change and the cycles of life:
the earth rotates around the sun…
the moon around the earth….
the sun rises and sets…
the moon waxes and wanes…
plants shoot up welcoming the increasing sun light in the spring…
leaves turn colour in the autumn then gently fall from the tress…
and so on…
sometimes we are at the top of the wheel of fortune…
and other times at the bottom—
but the wheel continues to spin around…ever moving—
“the starlit mire…”one must be able to recognize adversity as opposition by the fates or if it is pointless due to self inflicted melodrama…
drama queens—being the perpetual icon—
separate yourself from the misfortune—
the dross of attention—seeking…
karma: past
present and
future…
if we act stupidly reaping the consequences we know
that spiritual rules are not completely applicable on this worldly plane—
nothing could be more blatant.
choose wisely whether or not—
to catapult yourself into utter chaos…
some karma is programmed into our very genes—
now with that said…
martyrdom is not the path for all!
we have rules—
scenes to play…
for as the bard has said--.”that all of life is a stage…”
there’s more to life than we can possibly and sensibly influence,
so choose your battles…
cheque your strategies, know the realms of your influence
now with that said: lets not bemoan our problems
without sense to seek resolve.
so preaching to the choir—myself is needed most at this time…
and I hope my reflections offer some help to all readers as well.
when a witch is blue…
what ever should he or she do?
again—
if magick could solve all problems…
and chemical alchemy could work…
all magicians/witches would be wealthy and wise!
“if wishes were horses—beggars would ride…”
magick lends added impetus to do all—
with in one’s power…so none be harmed do as you will…
“in each life a measure of rain must fall…
the gods let it rain on the good and evil,
the rich and the poor…”
creative effectively change
as within so without…
as above so below…
as in the macro so the micro…
and so on.
seek guidance in crises and cheque all
teacher and writers for truth and worth…
then borrow what most applies to effect change
within yourself and in others for the best results…
like championing a cause after finding a wrong is done to you.
not vengeance but to keep safe all creatures of this world.
keep those about you from finding the harm that you have endured…
by educating child not to burn their hands upon a hot stove…
keep watch to not allow others to repeat their folly in error
whether or not they even are AWARE enough to realize, own or apologize and learn from their mistakes.
do not let anger be your guide but
rather a need to nurture and tend…
harming none…
there are so many good help books—
feel free to google or seek to get assistance…
learn to change the program on your personal television…
the self-tube!
reprogram former reactions—
to thought out actions!
with each problem that we successfully counteract—
resolve,
we become stronger and closer to our true spiritual nature.
mai oui, this may incorporate magick,
reading,
research and
even council for a good and spiritual mentor.
out of this darkness do not loose sight of the light.
search for the greater and most spiritual truths…
look beyond the now…
to the cosmic lessons at hand…
walk the pathway of the tree of life…
(there are 32 pathways and they correspond to the higher acrana of the tarot.)
Severity Middle Pillar Mercy
Yin Yang
Negativity Activity
Kether
Binah abyss Chokmah
Geburah Chesed
Tiphareth
Hod Netzach
Yesod
Malkuth
learn each sephera, it’s correspondences, angels, planets and so on…
learn to meditate and journal on each experience then you can…
step beyond your present misfortune.
strength and epiphany are the necessary tools to over come…
adversity is either a stumbling block or a stepping stone to the bridge of greater opportunity!
01/--/2007 verbal meandering on a Friday afternoon
magick and homosexuality:
so often in nature and nature based religions…
sexuality is key to death and rebirth.
as fall gives way to winter’s dark cold and dormant phase.
spring brings rebirth, renewal, regeneration.
so death happens as persephone leaves the surface.
the sun god dies to be reborn.
at beltane
the god copulates with the earth goddess
at assure fruitful crops in spring.
so, sex is a part of magick.
Sex is the catalyst of life…
some archaic practitioner’s of the craft and magick—
have voice disapproval of same sex love/orientation,
reflecting the time and culture that they lived in…
early man and womyn didn’t seem to have such prejudices…
look at early civilization, the greeks…
every thing in moderation,
among reasoning adults,
done with intent to do harm
or force of will…
should be accepted.
as above, so below.
ducks and swans,
penguins and rams…
in nature so many animal pair as male couples.
(bigots,
self righteous right winged christians
like oral roberts, or jerry falwell—
do not suffer me to you limited view of god or sexuality.
they are your rules…
it is your god…
you burn in hell!
nor choose to emulate the incestuous
and abusive relationships of horus and his uncle seth.
but …)
so amazons and dianic arise!
worshipers of apollo and initiates of dionysus—
unite with god and goddess!
enamor amour…
foreplay
soft and sincere--
long and hard—
hot and wet!
do it all if you wish--
without regret!
mon ami, jeane homme, --voulez vous
a couchet avec moi?
chant “la vie en rose!”
jouex, heureux et contemplate!
mon pettite chou!je
je rendre faire avec plaisir tu corps…a moi et yu!
baiser moi et tu.
amer aigre-doux, passionnant!
fuck now!
Nicht zu langsam!
Zalig elk uur,dat Dag van den Nacht wint…
Zalig het lied maar slechts voor u, mijn Maat!
busa mi, bonito joven partir—decidir sin duda nuestra--
abrir cuanto tu caja de amou-r-
estoy calente mas!
viva tu pena!
mi novio, viva la via de la alegre
sing now choirs of angels;
djinis; flora and fauna…
articulate as choirs…
Sing of the love that dare not speak it’s name…
even-- faeries, undines, sylphs and gnomes
”when any spirit can love another, physically as well as spiritually (where mutually consensual) we know then were are getting somewhere in our evolutions”.
sharing the SPARK OF THE DIVINE!
Whether the male or female energies from you last life
causes your homosexuality,
or chemical changes in the womb during pregnancy…
I don’t care to speculate…
change what you can…
accept what you cannot change…
pray for wisdom to discern the difference…
IN ALL LOVE…
FOR LOVE IS THE GREATEST
AND NOBLIST EXPRESSION OF MAGICK!
(all else without love rings as hollow gongs,
muted cymbols,
broken bowls,
tatered drums…
again:
articulate as choirs…
sing of the love that dare not speak it’s name…
most recent movies--
“making love,”
“torch song trilogy”
even “broke back mountain.”)
harming none do what you will…
so mote it be!
dear readers…
blessed it be!
nameste!
with what has been written of late by me—
when down and bleu what save hopelessness
what is a modern witch/magician to do?
problems—apart of the human condition…
after much reflections—
Ii every spiritual journey there will be obstacles to over come…
lessons to learn…
a condition of awareness.
at this point one can change the dial on the tv/radio to a new program…
down load new music…
all sorts of 23rd century imagery…
just create change…
take baby steps as u try to walk again…
recover at your own pace but do take an active role to recover despite magick and alchemy…
if a magician could create gold—
we’d all be rich.
”if wishes were horse all beggars would ride!”
until my mythical unicorn arrives to whisk me off to a castle,
to my prince charming—
where we’ll have babies and live happily ever after,
I’ll learn to accept life in the mundane world.
struggle through adversity, meditate, journal then actively plan to change one’s situation choose not to be a victim.
do not accept the yoke put upon you.
refuse to be a welcome mat for the callous to wipe their feet upon do stand up and say no!
do not allow abuse, even champion it for the sake of other’s to empower you to change you part of the universe…
take will, concentration and your innate divinity to access—renewal.
there are no mathematical equations to remedy loss…
but there self help books, ie to recover, death, loss, even sexual abuse…
google, cheque the libraries, seek council if necessary…
I will seek out some that have worked for me and add them at the end of this entry…
this is meant to preach to me as much as to inspire others…
with each unfortunate situation,
each problem countered successfully—
one becomes stronger.
first step back, view yourself, the situation
spectate, concentrate, initiate then create your future.
you rule your responses,
you can surmount difficulties—
with a thought.
i am worthy,
I am loved…
the pendulum swings to two extremes—
from hot to cold,
from dry to wet,
from dark to light
and so on…
no real good nor bad.
It is intent that matters most here…
cheque your own.
as I am.
all words written,
all training should be questioned for there measure
of truth for you alone.
borrow what you need and move on to a better you.
if any of my experiences or words are an asset all the better…let each of us learn to acknowledge our weaknesses and strengths.
take a written inventory frequently.
ask your friends to write down a description of you that they use to share with another person as an introductory of you.
do not crumble under their frankness but learn in measure…
other wise be destroyed by complacency.
a positive attitude—
write a frank list of good and bad traits.
what is best abut you?
what is your greatest fault?
then ask a friend to write an introduction of you to another person as an introductory of you...
read and evaluate…
do not crumble under their frankness but learn in measure…
other wise be destroyed by complacency.
a positive attitude—
to enact magick upon one’s self…
to produce positive change, proactive…
AWARE and a new INCARNATION!
you are in this body…
it is but a vessel…
do not accept imposed limitations!
By your self, friends, coworker even family!
In an aware/awake act of faith—
purchase with a new heart
a new box of crayons—
this time all 64 of them—
colour your world.
as above so below…
(not the angry dragons of sekmet…
nor avenging valkree…)
mirror nature
become the newly freed butterfly leaving behind the limitations of the crystalist!
further thoughts on change and the cycles of life:
the earth rotates around the sun…
the moon around the earth….
the sun rises and sets…
the moon waxes and wanes…
plants shoot up welcoming the increasing sun light in the spring…
leaves turn colour in the autumn then gently fall from the tress…
and so on…
sometimes we are at the top of the wheel of fortune…
and other times at the bottom—
but the wheel continues to spin around…ever moving—
“the starlit mire…”one must be able to recognize adversity as opposition by the fates or if it is pointless due to self inflicted melodrama…
drama queens—being the perpetual icon—
separate yourself from the misfortune—
the dross of attention—seeking…
karma: past
present and
future…
if we act stupidly reaping the consequences we know
that spiritual rules are not completely applicable on this worldly plane—
nothing could be more blatant.
choose wisely whether or not—
to catapult yourself into utter chaos…
some karma is programmed into our very genes—
now with that said…
martyrdom is not the path for all!
we have rules—
scenes to play…
for as the bard has said--.”that all of life is a stage…”
there’s more to life than we can possibly and sensibly influence,
so choose your battles…
cheque your strategies, know the realms of your influence
now with that said: lets not bemoan our problems
without sense to seek resolve.
so preaching to the choir—myself is needed most at this time…
and I hope my reflections offer some help to all readers as well.
when a witch is blue…
what ever should he or she do?
again—
if magick could solve all problems…
and chemical alchemy could work…
all magicians/witches would be wealthy and wise!
“if wishes were horses—beggars would ride…”
magick lends added impetus to do all—
with in one’s power…so none be harmed do as you will…
“in each life a measure of rain must fall…
the gods let it rain on the good and evil,
the rich and the poor…”
creative effectively change
as within so without…
as above so below…
as in the macro so the micro…
and so on.
seek guidance in crises and cheque all
teacher and writers for truth and worth…
then borrow what most applies to effect change
within yourself and in others for the best results…
like championing a cause after finding a wrong is done to you.
not vengeance but to keep safe all creatures of this world.
keep those about you from finding the harm that you have endured…
by educating child not to burn their hands upon a hot stove…
keep watch to not allow others to repeat their folly in error
whether or not they even are AWARE enough to realize, own or apologize and learn from their mistakes.
do not let anger be your guide but
rather a need to nurture and tend…
harming none…
there are so many good help books—
feel free to google or seek to get assistance…
learn to change the program on your personal television…
the self-tube!
reprogram former reactions—
to thought out actions!
with each problem that we successfully counteract—
resolve,
we become stronger and closer to our true spiritual nature.
mai oui, this may incorporate magick,
reading,
research and
even council for a good and spiritual mentor.
out of this darkness do not loose sight of the light.
search for the greater and most spiritual truths…
look beyond the now…
to the cosmic lessons at hand…
walk the pathway of the tree of life…
(there are 32 pathways and they correspond to the higher acrana of the tarot.)
Severity Middle Pillar Mercy
Yin Yang
Negativity Activity
Kether
Binah abyss Chokmah
Geburah Chesed
Tiphareth
Hod Netzach
Yesod
Malkuth
learn each sephera, it’s correspondences, angels, planets and so on…
learn to meditate and journal on each experience then you can…
step beyond your present misfortune.
strength and epiphany are the necessary tools to over come…
adversity is either a stumbling block or a stepping stone to the bridge of greater opportunity!
01/--/2007 verbal meandering on a Friday afternoon
magick and homosexuality:
so often in nature and nature based religions…
sexuality is key to death and rebirth.
as fall gives way to winter’s dark cold and dormant phase.
spring brings rebirth, renewal, regeneration.
so death happens as persephone leaves the surface.
the sun god dies to be reborn.
at beltane
the god copulates with the earth goddess
at assure fruitful crops in spring.
so, sex is a part of magick.
Sex is the catalyst of life…
some archaic practitioner’s of the craft and magick—
have voice disapproval of same sex love/orientation,
reflecting the time and culture that they lived in…
early man and womyn didn’t seem to have such prejudices…
look at early civilization, the greeks…
every thing in moderation,
among reasoning adults,
done with intent to do harm
or force of will…
should be accepted.
as above, so below.
ducks and swans,
penguins and rams…
in nature so many animal pair as male couples.
(bigots,
self righteous right winged christians
like oral roberts, or jerry falwell—
do not suffer me to you limited view of god or sexuality.
they are your rules…
it is your god…
you burn in hell!
nor choose to emulate the incestuous
and abusive relationships of horus and his uncle seth.
but …)
so amazons and dianic arise!
worshipers of apollo and initiates of dionysus—
unite with god and goddess!
enamor amour…
foreplay
soft and sincere--
long and hard—
hot and wet!
do it all if you wish--
without regret!
mon ami, jeane homme, --voulez vous
a couchet avec moi?
chant “la vie en rose!”
jouex, heureux et contemplate!
mon pettite chou!je
je rendre faire avec plaisir tu corps…a moi et yu!
baiser moi et tu.
amer aigre-doux, passionnant!
fuck now!
Nicht zu langsam!
Zalig elk uur,dat Dag van den Nacht wint…
Zalig het lied maar slechts voor u, mijn Maat!
busa mi, bonito joven partir—decidir sin duda nuestra--
abrir cuanto tu caja de amou-r-
estoy calente mas!
viva tu pena!
mi novio, viva la via de la alegre
sing now choirs of angels;
djinis; flora and fauna…
articulate as choirs…
Sing of the love that dare not speak it’s name…
even-- faeries, undines, sylphs and gnomes
”when any spirit can love another, physically as well as spiritually (where mutually consensual) we know then were are getting somewhere in our evolutions”.
sharing the SPARK OF THE DIVINE!
Whether the male or female energies from you last life
causes your homosexuality,
or chemical changes in the womb during pregnancy…
I don’t care to speculate…
change what you can…
accept what you cannot change…
pray for wisdom to discern the difference…
IN ALL LOVE…
FOR LOVE IS THE GREATEST
AND NOBLIST EXPRESSION OF MAGICK!
(all else without love rings as hollow gongs,
muted cymbols,
broken bowls,
tatered drums…
again:
articulate as choirs…
sing of the love that dare not speak it’s name…
most recent movies--
“making love,”
“torch song trilogy”
even “broke back mountain.”)
harming none do what you will…
so mote it be!
dear readers…
blessed it be!
nameste!
Monday, January 22, 2007
withes know that life is cyclic--
all of it!
the earth rotates around the sun…
the moon around the earth….
the sun rises and sets…
the moon waxes and wanes…
plants shoot up welcoming the increasing sun light in the spring…
leaves turn colour in the autumn then gently fall from the tress…
and so on…
sometimes we are at the top of the wheel of fortune…
and other times at the bottom—
but the wheel continues to spin around…ever moving—
“the starlit mire…”one must be able to recognize adversity as opposition by the fates or if it is pointless due to self inflicted melodrama…
drama queens—being the perpetual icon—
separate yourself from the misfortune—
the dross of attention—seeking…
karma: past
present and
future…
if we act stupidly reaping the consequences we know
that spiritual rules are not completely applicable on this worldly plane—
nothing could be more blatant.
choose wisely whether or not—
to catapult yourself into utter chaos…
some karma is programmed into our very genes—
now with that said…
martyrdom is not the path for all!
we have rules—
scenes to play…
for as the bard has said--.”that all of life is a stage…”
there’s more to life than we can possibly and sensibly influence,
so choose your battles…
cheque your strategies, know the realms of your influence
now with that said: lets not bemoan our problems
without sense to seek resolve.
So preaching to the choir—myself is needed most at this time…
And I hope my reflections offer some help to all readers as well.
When a witch is blue…
what ever should he or she do?
If magick could solve all problems… and chemical alchemy could work…
All magicians/witches would be wealthy and wise!
“if wishes were horses—beggars would ride…”
magick lends added impetus to do all—
with in one’s power…so none be harmed do as you will…
“in each life a measure of rain must fall…
the gods let it rain on the good and evil,
the rich and the poor…”
creative effectively change
as within so without…
as above so below…
aAs in the macro so the micro…
and so on.
seek guidance in crises and cheque all
teacher and writers for truth and worth…
then borrow what most applies to effect change
within yourself and in others for the best results…
like championing a cause after finding a wrong is done to you.
not vengeance but to keep safe all creatures of this world.
keep those about you from finding the harm that you have endured…
by educating child not to burn their hands upon a hot stove…
keep watch to not allow others to repeat their folly in error
whether or not they even are AWARE enough to realize, own or apologize and learn from their mistakes.
do not let anger be your guide but
rather a need to nurture and tend…
harming none…
there are so many good help books—
feel free to google or seek to get assistance…
learn to change the program on your personal television…
the self-tube!
reprogram former reactions—
to thought out actions!
with each problem that we successfully counteract—
resolve,
we become stronger and closer to our true spiritual nature.
mai oui, this may incorporate magick,
reading,
research and
even council for a good and spiritual mentor.
out of this darkness do not loose sight of the light.
search for the greater and most spiritual truths…
look beyond the now…
to the cosmic lessons at hand…
walk the pathway of the tree of life…
(there are 32 pathways and they correspond to the higher acrana of the tarot.)
Severity Middle Pillar Mercy Yin Yang Negativity activity Kether
Binah abyss Chokmah Geburah Chesed Tiphareth Hod Netzach Yesod Malkuth
learn each sephera, it’s correspondences, angels, planets and so on…
learn to meditate and journal on each experience then you can…
step beyond your present misfortune.
strength and epiphany are the necessary tools to over come…
adversity is either a stumbling block or a stepping stone to the bridge of greater opportunity!
the earth rotates around the sun…
the moon around the earth….
the sun rises and sets…
the moon waxes and wanes…
plants shoot up welcoming the increasing sun light in the spring…
leaves turn colour in the autumn then gently fall from the tress…
and so on…
sometimes we are at the top of the wheel of fortune…
and other times at the bottom—
but the wheel continues to spin around…ever moving—
“the starlit mire…”one must be able to recognize adversity as opposition by the fates or if it is pointless due to self inflicted melodrama…
drama queens—being the perpetual icon—
separate yourself from the misfortune—
the dross of attention—seeking…
karma: past
present and
future…
if we act stupidly reaping the consequences we know
that spiritual rules are not completely applicable on this worldly plane—
nothing could be more blatant.
choose wisely whether or not—
to catapult yourself into utter chaos…
some karma is programmed into our very genes—
now with that said…
martyrdom is not the path for all!
we have rules—
scenes to play…
for as the bard has said--.”that all of life is a stage…”
there’s more to life than we can possibly and sensibly influence,
so choose your battles…
cheque your strategies, know the realms of your influence
now with that said: lets not bemoan our problems
without sense to seek resolve.
So preaching to the choir—myself is needed most at this time…
And I hope my reflections offer some help to all readers as well.
When a witch is blue…
what ever should he or she do?
If magick could solve all problems… and chemical alchemy could work…
All magicians/witches would be wealthy and wise!
“if wishes were horses—beggars would ride…”
magick lends added impetus to do all—
with in one’s power…so none be harmed do as you will…
“in each life a measure of rain must fall…
the gods let it rain on the good and evil,
the rich and the poor…”
creative effectively change
as within so without…
as above so below…
aAs in the macro so the micro…
and so on.
seek guidance in crises and cheque all
teacher and writers for truth and worth…
then borrow what most applies to effect change
within yourself and in others for the best results…
like championing a cause after finding a wrong is done to you.
not vengeance but to keep safe all creatures of this world.
keep those about you from finding the harm that you have endured…
by educating child not to burn their hands upon a hot stove…
keep watch to not allow others to repeat their folly in error
whether or not they even are AWARE enough to realize, own or apologize and learn from their mistakes.
do not let anger be your guide but
rather a need to nurture and tend…
harming none…
there are so many good help books—
feel free to google or seek to get assistance…
learn to change the program on your personal television…
the self-tube!
reprogram former reactions—
to thought out actions!
with each problem that we successfully counteract—
resolve,
we become stronger and closer to our true spiritual nature.
mai oui, this may incorporate magick,
reading,
research and
even council for a good and spiritual mentor.
out of this darkness do not loose sight of the light.
search for the greater and most spiritual truths…
look beyond the now…
to the cosmic lessons at hand…
walk the pathway of the tree of life…
(there are 32 pathways and they correspond to the higher acrana of the tarot.)
Severity Middle Pillar Mercy Yin Yang Negativity activity Kether
Binah abyss Chokmah Geburah Chesed Tiphareth Hod Netzach Yesod Malkuth
learn each sephera, it’s correspondences, angels, planets and so on…
learn to meditate and journal on each experience then you can…
step beyond your present misfortune.
strength and epiphany are the necessary tools to over come…
adversity is either a stumbling block or a stepping stone to the bridge of greater opportunity!
Villanelle for a Playboy:
By Trebor Healey
Is it possible to love a satyr?
The sex is good, but he wont linger
And will see him later?
Empty as a moon-like crater
Weeping, I’m a hollow singer
Is it possible to love a satyr?
Intent he was up manly nadir
Will he plunge against his stinger?
And will I see him later?
Of my longing, he’s the emancipator
The water and seed bringer
Is it possible to love a satyr?
To my every lustful pining does he cater
Of my body’s cashdrawer he’s the cha-chinger
And will I see him later?
Without him, I’m a sorry masturbator
Dreaming – why, he even had a cloven finger
Is it possible to love a satyr?
And will I see him later?
Sail on sliver…
Ride the wild sea—
Impelled upon me
Rudder I stir thee…
It flaps red in the sky
But pirate – he and I!
Yellow, the sun shines amber – gold
Hazy purples, mauve, pink and coral – unfold…
Ride me high—
Ride me low—
Be my cabin boy – so bold!
Grind again my hull like barnacle attached—
Your visage – pale, --raven haired beauty – unmatched!
We secured in love – lust – dreams detached…
Red sail upon a sun set—
In north seas of passion sans regret!
01/21/2007 -- on a Sunday afternoon
Selig wer sich von der Welt
Ohne Hap vershiept,
Einen Freund am Busen haalt
Und mit dem geniept,
Was, von Menschen nicht gewupt
Oder ncht bedacht,
Durch das Labryanth de Biust
Wandelt in der Nacht!
By Trebor Healey
Is it possible to love a satyr?
The sex is good, but he wont linger
And will see him later?
Empty as a moon-like crater
Weeping, I’m a hollow singer
Is it possible to love a satyr?
Intent he was up manly nadir
Will he plunge against his stinger?
And will I see him later?
Of my longing, he’s the emancipator
The water and seed bringer
Is it possible to love a satyr?
To my every lustful pining does he cater
Of my body’s cashdrawer he’s the cha-chinger
And will I see him later?
Without him, I’m a sorry masturbator
Dreaming – why, he even had a cloven finger
Is it possible to love a satyr?
And will I see him later?
Sail on sliver…
Ride the wild sea—
Impelled upon me
Rudder I stir thee…
It flaps red in the sky
But pirate – he and I!
Yellow, the sun shines amber – gold
Hazy purples, mauve, pink and coral – unfold…
Ride me high—
Ride me low—
Be my cabin boy – so bold!
Grind again my hull like barnacle attached—
Your visage – pale, --raven haired beauty – unmatched!
We secured in love – lust – dreams detached…
Red sail upon a sun set—
In north seas of passion sans regret!
01/21/2007 -- on a Sunday afternoon
Selig wer sich von der Welt
Ohne Hap vershiept,
Einen Freund am Busen haalt
Und mit dem geniept,
Was, von Menschen nicht gewupt
Oder ncht bedacht,
Durch das Labryanth de Biust
Wandelt in der Nacht!
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