When the world
Seems to be unfair,
And it seems as though
Nobody seems to care.
When the people you know
Just somehow disappear,
Whom you needed the most
Just left you in tears.
You cry out for someone
But nobody hears,
Longing for the embrace
Of somebody dear.
When you want all the pain
To come to an end,
Just come to me,
I'll be your friend.

something died today...

something died today
hopefully to be reborn
in a new way
through from my chest - torn
one of my dreams
and that is all
the very seams
ripped and fall

something died today
then to be reborn
on this august day
no longer forlorn
rebuild the dreams
no need to play - pretends
no longer fuck buddies it seems
we'll become REAL friends

something was born today
from the ash and fire
in a new way
more than lust and desire
we'll share this dream
from the shadow into the light
it's radiant beam
gleems so bright

thank you. truely thank you, drew.

drew

met thru craig’slist.pgh. he stopped over for a deep tissue shiatsu massage and more…
a creative type - professor at a local university, small in stature, his front was wooly with facial hair, real sexy. a dream made flesh. i gave him a 25 minute massage then we had sex –
i sucked his cock, twicked his tits, rimmed his arse then slid in my index finger just in time for him to cum... what a hot dude. we showered, me soaping him up & scrubbing the lotions off his body (it was hot). we then chatted about his up coming show, and he agreed to set for me for sketches say next wednesday.
i dreamed about him that night. meeting him at my door, kissing him, carrying him to my bed that was covered with rose petals & more foreplay, tit, ball & cock sucking then followed by fucking 6 ways to sunday. i had a wet dream. it had been a long time since that happened.
8/06/08

2 something p.m. today! (wednesday the 13th of august)
he arrived a little later than 2 p.m. but wow!
i looked as tired as he had for casted only having had about 3 hours sleep the night before, all the same he looked hotter that melted butter one could suck off corn on the cob.
i had been cleaning my apartment he was a welcome diversion, eye candy for the heart & soul of a man. i spread out a sheet on the mat on the floor then we undressed. i massaged his shoulders & back, then his calves & thighs before giving into my baser need to rim his handsome tidy ass-- he cooed & i purred as i manipulated his ass with my lips & tongue. it was so good... my thoughts wandered to resolve that dying then & there would have been the ideal & best way to go.
some time later i lifted my head to request hi to turn over to his back/face up. i massaged his hands & arms then his chest paying attention to his erotically attractive nippels, ran my hands down abs massaging then his pubis at this point is engulfed his cock with my mouth...
i emagined the theme to "tatanic" played in my mind like the love thee to my needly found passions. he'd arch up to my oral exercizes then down in sincopated rhythm to the music in my mind. then i rimmed him some more. oh , the utter joy of it--
then he sat up & sucked on my cock then we did 69 side by side then later after more rimming i had hi sit on my face so that i could canyon yodle his love canyon. then i all but begged to fuck him. i was so turned on.
he lay face down -- by the gods he was tight, i was in then pulled out then again the the third time i filled that condom with y hot jizz. i lay on top of him in exquisit bliss.
then i sucked him some more playing with his prostate with y sweet finger. in due haste he shot into my mouth savory cum. we lay side by side that lay like spoons in the silver drawer. i thought "we fit". we showered scrubbing the sex & sweat for each others bodies.
we chatted about me sketching him, about theatre, his holiday last weekend & how i didn't make it to pennsic.
drew, a lover & a friend.
my mind again whirls with imaginings about the next time we get together.
thanks drew...