Friday, June 15, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
a fanstasy w/toy-boy & feet!
a recent conversation/messaging:
me: hello
MT: hey there Sir. i just got in from seeing my friends for dinner. im afraid that its prolly a lil late to come over. im sorry becuae i didnt know it would run that long. id love to chat about when things might be good this week to meet if thats ok?
me mcfarren: i'm up til 2 am & barbara is at work all nite if u'd like to come over.
BUZZ!!!
MT: howdy
me: r u going to any pride stuff?
MT: Thank, if i was able to come out earlier i would have. but my boss wants me to work in the morning to morrow now so i think im gonna stay in sir
me: poor babe'
MT: yeh i was lookin forward to sleeping in....
MT: i dindt plan on going to anything pride, but never know
me: i could get tickets to a play or to the movie they'll be showing
me: i'd like to but but don't want to go alone.
MT: when is that sir
me: tuesday? but thursday friday the play & saturday the movie i think i don't have the gay pittsburgh magazine beside me
me mcfarren: i get them from an aquaintence, bob. he's a long time friend of gary's.
me: gayr call's him dr bob of fatiory science...
me: he's into oral sex!!!
MT: ^_^ nice nice
me: me i love the sceen better than just sex...
me: it's nice to hug & such or give a massage but i think i like the head stuff/dicipline of sceening most.
me: so what is ur schedule like?
MT: saturday is out
MT: thurs or friday night work for the play. i will need to get back toyou
me: i read something that there's virgins that never meet or whores that u'll regret meeting in a conversation w/a guy in england who was talking about chatting on line.
me: for every 50 freaks he said there is 1 real person out there. i say he' cyncal.
MT: lol YEAH A LIL BIT
me: but he's into major kink... ws, fisting...
MT: nice nice
me: i think a spanking or foot stuff is about my forte!
MT: i LVOE feet
me: have u ever had frotage w/a man's feet?
me: u know put lotion downthere & rub ur dick between them until u shot in wads???
me: a dear freind paul & i used to do that all the time in chicago before he was transfered to california.
me: Hello!!!personally i love the feel of a dick against me toes & soles of my feet
MT: i really do love that
MT: ive done it once or twice
me: well, since we share some of the same interest...
MT: ncie
me: he'd cum them he'd lick it & hten we'd kiss to taste his cum. he'd lick my toes til i think i goe nuts & i'd rim his ass all the while.
MT: thats fuckin awesome sir
me: i'd have his cock tie up on a string of silk cord & tug at it as he'd shoot...
me: pulling firmly on his nuts to make them ejaculate even more cum...
MT: NICE
me: i wouldn't have to fuck him to get off. the whole sceen would b enough to make me shoot.
me: that's why i like to keep my toe nail quite short as not to abradi a great lookin' cock.
me: oops abraid
me: now i m horny... forgive my overt chattering
me: it's been a long weekend & i so need some release.
me mcfarren: tell me about ur mouth, ur ass, ur cock... please.
me: my feet are smooth w/little to no rough spots. almost like a baby's only larger & wider & more tallented.
MT: mine are kinda smooth. some rough spots 9.5
me: it's been a fantasy of mine to have u w/my sock in ur mouth seated beside me or recieving a massage.
me: 10 or 11 tripple E w/high arches...
me: do u like toe sucking passive & active?
MT: nice
MT: both
me: me too.
MT: as long as there is some force
me: i lke to give pedicures & went to school to study cosemtology i learned that i had a fettish when i was giving a pedicure to a male calss mate & had an orgasm.
me: thank the gods for lab coats...
MT: LOL indeed
MT: thats hot
me: i love to massage feet...
me: rub them w/my chin just to smell them
me: i like the feel of my chin whiskers on the soles of feet. i often use my chin in massage in genreal it allows one to smell & sense more than mere hands do.
MT: VEYR NICE sIR
MT: we will have fun togheter
me: i love to suck nut & then fondle them too the have a guy lick & suck my fingers.
me: when i was in an ltr we would take enemas to b clean but taste everything except piss & shit.
me: i even like sweaty arm pits if u'd not me ticklish.
me: have u ever been sucked or fucked w/socks stuffed in ur mouth.
MT: yes
me: i'd love to have u take my socks off w/ur teeth then suck on them while i blew until u shoot ur load deep in my throat.
MT: tho usually the sock is sprayed with maximum impact
me: que et coure "maximum impact'?
MTh: its like poppers
MT: you spray it into a rag or something. huff it
MT: you get numb, immobile, then could pass out
me: i'd like to jack off some time in my socks then wear them then have u suck on them while i massage ur body & suckled ur toes.
me: does it smell like poppers?
me: wow that would b neat learning something new & having a new experience w/some one as unique as u.
MT: kinda
MT: yes its fun
me: i have used mushrooms that i had picked myself when in the woods for sexual play...
MT: ive never used mushrooms
me: i saw some last year near the observatory.
me: it was earlier in the year when i was here for a visit. i have some in the freezer.
me: mushrooms r organic & not cut w/some of the toxin they do w/ACID. when i found out that i never tried acid. the idea of take speed during sex sounded like a pounding chest to me.
me: have u ever had a pedcure?
me: profesional one?
MT: no never
me: i trim then file toe nails
me: apply oil to cuticle soak the feet in warm water w/floral flavoted water like rose water or lavender that one might also be able to eat or drink.
me: then push back the cuticle
me: massage the feet w/etable creams from an adult store so i could lick later
me: massaging toes, feet & calves
me: then sponge off the toes & buff them until the nail shine
MT: that all sounds really nice
me: by then i m captive in myown fantasies & ready to do just about anything...
MT: (a smiley face)
me: next week... if u'd like to come over for a pedicure/manicure & massage then what ever else would b ur pleasure...
me: if u work afternoons maybe i could have u come by early in the am for a matenee...
me: hello did i loose u?
MT: no sorry
MT: watching _____ on dvd also while chatting
men: i wish i were ther being ur only distraction...
MT: most days i work 10-630. sometimes its 230-630
me: u've said that soemtime u work afternoons.
me: do u know ur schedule yet?
me: maybe if u work 10 to 6;30 pm 1 day & afternoons tehn next u might stop over for at least a pedicure & some brunch before heading off to work.
me: if so please keep the socks from the day before.
BUZZ!!!
MT: i work monday tues wed. im off thursday n friday, 230 saturday and 10 sunday
MT: ive been wearing my low cut socks for the past several days now
MT: they take the sweat from my jumper boots whil ei work
me: then could i have some morning of ur time... as evenings u usally have some plans or something come up.
me: keen
me: if u could wear them, boots too...
me: now i m really sporting wood!
me: i could untie ur shoes w/my teeth & remove ur socks w/my mouth...
MT: you cah unzip them with yer teeth
me: wow! i lick them too...
MT: good boy
me: i've a slight problem here just now & might have to take matters into my own hands so to speak if we keep up w/such erotic talk...
me: god i wish u were here!
MT: ^_^ ( a smiley face)
me: does any of this excite u?
MT: it all does. im not gettin erotic tho righ tnow
me: i hope to have the best wet dream tonight...
MT: but its all awesome
me: well then lets try to make a date that we can keep...
MT: we can try to do that
me: kool.
me: u said that u have to work tomorrow. have a good nite. sleep well... wet dreams... OOPS! sweet dreams... matthew.
MT how about both
me: all of the above, sweet t-boy.
MT: (smiley face)
me: hello
MT: hey there Sir. i just got in from seeing my friends for dinner. im afraid that its prolly a lil late to come over. im sorry becuae i didnt know it would run that long. id love to chat about when things might be good this week to meet if thats ok?
me mcfarren: i'm up til 2 am & barbara is at work all nite if u'd like to come over.
BUZZ!!!
MT: howdy
me: r u going to any pride stuff?
MT: Thank, if i was able to come out earlier i would have. but my boss wants me to work in the morning to morrow now so i think im gonna stay in sir
me: poor babe'
MT: yeh i was lookin forward to sleeping in....
MT: i dindt plan on going to anything pride, but never know
me: i could get tickets to a play or to the movie they'll be showing
me: i'd like to but but don't want to go alone.
MT: when is that sir
me: tuesday? but thursday friday the play & saturday the movie i think i don't have the gay pittsburgh magazine beside me
me mcfarren: i get them from an aquaintence, bob. he's a long time friend of gary's.
me: gayr call's him dr bob of fatiory science...
me: he's into oral sex!!!
MT: ^_^ nice nice
me: me i love the sceen better than just sex...
me: it's nice to hug & such or give a massage but i think i like the head stuff/dicipline of sceening most.
me: so what is ur schedule like?
MT: saturday is out
MT: thurs or friday night work for the play. i will need to get back toyou
me: i read something that there's virgins that never meet or whores that u'll regret meeting in a conversation w/a guy in england who was talking about chatting on line.
me: for every 50 freaks he said there is 1 real person out there. i say he' cyncal.
MT: lol YEAH A LIL BIT
me: but he's into major kink... ws, fisting...
MT: nice nice
me: i think a spanking or foot stuff is about my forte!
MT: i LVOE feet
me: have u ever had frotage w/a man's feet?
me: u know put lotion downthere & rub ur dick between them until u shot in wads???
me: a dear freind paul & i used to do that all the time in chicago before he was transfered to california.
me: Hello!!!personally i love the feel of a dick against me toes & soles of my feet
MT: i really do love that
MT: ive done it once or twice
me: well, since we share some of the same interest...
MT: ncie
me: he'd cum them he'd lick it & hten we'd kiss to taste his cum. he'd lick my toes til i think i goe nuts & i'd rim his ass all the while.
MT: thats fuckin awesome sir
me: i'd have his cock tie up on a string of silk cord & tug at it as he'd shoot...
me: pulling firmly on his nuts to make them ejaculate even more cum...
MT: NICE
me: i wouldn't have to fuck him to get off. the whole sceen would b enough to make me shoot.
me: that's why i like to keep my toe nail quite short as not to abradi a great lookin' cock.
me: oops abraid
me: now i m horny... forgive my overt chattering
me: it's been a long weekend & i so need some release.
me mcfarren: tell me about ur mouth, ur ass, ur cock... please.
me: my feet are smooth w/little to no rough spots. almost like a baby's only larger & wider & more tallented.
MT: mine are kinda smooth. some rough spots 9.5
me: it's been a fantasy of mine to have u w/my sock in ur mouth seated beside me or recieving a massage.
me: 10 or 11 tripple E w/high arches...
me: do u like toe sucking passive & active?
MT: nice
MT: both
me: me too.
MT: as long as there is some force
me: i lke to give pedicures & went to school to study cosemtology i learned that i had a fettish when i was giving a pedicure to a male calss mate & had an orgasm.
me: thank the gods for lab coats...
MT: LOL indeed
MT: thats hot
me: i love to massage feet...
me: rub them w/my chin just to smell them
me: i like the feel of my chin whiskers on the soles of feet. i often use my chin in massage in genreal it allows one to smell & sense more than mere hands do.
MT: VEYR NICE sIR
MT: we will have fun togheter
me: i love to suck nut & then fondle them too the have a guy lick & suck my fingers.
me: when i was in an ltr we would take enemas to b clean but taste everything except piss & shit.
me: i even like sweaty arm pits if u'd not me ticklish.
me: have u ever been sucked or fucked w/socks stuffed in ur mouth.
MT: yes
me: i'd love to have u take my socks off w/ur teeth then suck on them while i blew until u shoot ur load deep in my throat.
MT: tho usually the sock is sprayed with maximum impact
me: que et coure "maximum impact'?
MTh: its like poppers
MT: you spray it into a rag or something. huff it
MT: you get numb, immobile, then could pass out
me: i'd like to jack off some time in my socks then wear them then have u suck on them while i massage ur body & suckled ur toes.
me: does it smell like poppers?
me: wow that would b neat learning something new & having a new experience w/some one as unique as u.
MT: kinda
MT: yes its fun
me: i have used mushrooms that i had picked myself when in the woods for sexual play...
MT: ive never used mushrooms
me: i saw some last year near the observatory.
me: it was earlier in the year when i was here for a visit. i have some in the freezer.
me: mushrooms r organic & not cut w/some of the toxin they do w/ACID. when i found out that i never tried acid. the idea of take speed during sex sounded like a pounding chest to me.
me: have u ever had a pedcure?
me: profesional one?
MT: no never
me: i trim then file toe nails
me: apply oil to cuticle soak the feet in warm water w/floral flavoted water like rose water or lavender that one might also be able to eat or drink.
me: then push back the cuticle
me: massage the feet w/etable creams from an adult store so i could lick later
me: massaging toes, feet & calves
me: then sponge off the toes & buff them until the nail shine
MT: that all sounds really nice
me: by then i m captive in myown fantasies & ready to do just about anything...
MT: (a smiley face)
me: next week... if u'd like to come over for a pedicure/manicure & massage then what ever else would b ur pleasure...
me: if u work afternoons maybe i could have u come by early in the am for a matenee...
me: hello did i loose u?
MT: no sorry
MT: watching _____ on dvd also while chatting
men: i wish i were ther being ur only distraction...
MT: most days i work 10-630. sometimes its 230-630
me: u've said that soemtime u work afternoons.
me: do u know ur schedule yet?
me: maybe if u work 10 to 6;30 pm 1 day & afternoons tehn next u might stop over for at least a pedicure & some brunch before heading off to work.
me: if so please keep the socks from the day before.
BUZZ!!!
MT: i work monday tues wed. im off thursday n friday, 230 saturday and 10 sunday
MT: ive been wearing my low cut socks for the past several days now
MT: they take the sweat from my jumper boots whil ei work
me: then could i have some morning of ur time... as evenings u usally have some plans or something come up.
me: keen
me: if u could wear them, boots too...
me: now i m really sporting wood!
me: i could untie ur shoes w/my teeth & remove ur socks w/my mouth...
MT: you cah unzip them with yer teeth
me: wow! i lick them too...
MT: good boy
me: i've a slight problem here just now & might have to take matters into my own hands so to speak if we keep up w/such erotic talk...
me: god i wish u were here!
MT: ^_^ ( a smiley face)
me: does any of this excite u?
MT: it all does. im not gettin erotic tho righ tnow
me: i hope to have the best wet dream tonight...
MT: but its all awesome
me: well then lets try to make a date that we can keep...
MT: we can try to do that
me: kool.
me: u said that u have to work tomorrow. have a good nite. sleep well... wet dreams... OOPS! sweet dreams... matthew.
MT how about both
me: all of the above, sweet t-boy.
MT: (smiley face)
Saturday, June 9, 2007
random thoughts that have come to me...
words get in our way, like so much flotsom & jetsome at the sea of love,
they speak in mutingg sounds, insue as cries of gauls--
not of the peaceful white dove would make...
yet, our love sing like my harps strings!
5/28/07 midnight
i have this gaping hole this cavity inside my chest where i should have a heart..
if you put your ear to my chest and it's quiet-- you can hear the ocean.
3/19/07 2 am
if you are too scared to view what's ahead of you...
if you are too sad to view what's behind you...
then look beside you--
where ur best friend & brother -- is always.
6/04/07 3 pm
good people do good things...
bad people do bad things...
-----that's life.
but when good people do bad things...
-----that's religion!
6/11/07 noon
they speak in mutingg sounds, insue as cries of gauls--
not of the peaceful white dove would make...
yet, our love sing like my harps strings!
5/28/07 midnight
i have this gaping hole this cavity inside my chest where i should have a heart..
if you put your ear to my chest and it's quiet-- you can hear the ocean.
3/19/07 2 am
if you are too scared to view what's ahead of you...
if you are too sad to view what's behind you...
then look beside you--
where ur best friend & brother -- is always.
6/04/07 3 pm
good people do good things...
bad people do bad things...
-----that's life.
but when good people do bad things...
-----that's religion!
6/11/07 noon
Sunday, June 3, 2007
memberances of a 4th of july weekend...
today is june 3rd, 2007 afternoon just before 3
took the dog for a walk down a path--broken...
thick wet honeysuckle like pre-rain some many summers in my history
a moment in time flashed like a token.
i was 11 soon to be 12 years old
summer in missouri but the scents fought sulfur and floral sweet
a little more reckless, a little more bold
i brazenly flirted with a high school i had yet to meet
only to be tormented by him - soon to before without pants-
it was later in the day then it is now
we'd then be more civil at the block party/dance
it all comes back somehow.
"stewert", his name i whisper to myself
as the dog pursues to seek his relief
as "eli's coming" sang it counted my wealth
bought us both a soda-pop to my disbelief
he took my arm in hand
and lead me away into the dusk down such an earthen path
we bobbled like dolls kissing in the woodland
and there made love and glorious aftermath
more kissing & hugging still looks and discovers
we didn't hide our intrest as young males do in shame
the air hung manly with sulfer and floral scents - we'd be summer lovers
'that dare not speak it's name'
only later to read oscar wilde, greek loves and become proud of our sharing
starlit nights camping out in the neighbor's field
i remember the humid-caring
that damp summer in missouri's springfield.
stewert and i lost in our living
poignant-- we then discover
the constant giving
summer rains and midnight's lover.
i adjust my self as i return to open the door
it was the sultry-- damp-- sprinkles as that summer's day
just like before
scents and sense of that fond yesterday.
took the dog for a walk down a path--broken...
thick wet honeysuckle like pre-rain some many summers in my history
a moment in time flashed like a token.
i was 11 soon to be 12 years old
summer in missouri but the scents fought sulfur and floral sweet
a little more reckless, a little more bold
i brazenly flirted with a high school i had yet to meet
only to be tormented by him - soon to before without pants-
it was later in the day then it is now
we'd then be more civil at the block party/dance
it all comes back somehow.
"stewert", his name i whisper to myself
as the dog pursues to seek his relief
as "eli's coming" sang it counted my wealth
bought us both a soda-pop to my disbelief
he took my arm in hand
and lead me away into the dusk down such an earthen path
we bobbled like dolls kissing in the woodland
and there made love and glorious aftermath
more kissing & hugging still looks and discovers
we didn't hide our intrest as young males do in shame
the air hung manly with sulfer and floral scents - we'd be summer lovers
'that dare not speak it's name'
only later to read oscar wilde, greek loves and become proud of our sharing
starlit nights camping out in the neighbor's field
i remember the humid-caring
that damp summer in missouri's springfield.
stewert and i lost in our living
poignant-- we then discover
the constant giving
summer rains and midnight's lover.
i adjust my self as i return to open the door
it was the sultry-- damp-- sprinkles as that summer's day
just like before
scents and sense of that fond yesterday.
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